Eeek, I am posting twice in one day. This is a major symptom of publishitis. Normally, I am a very self-motivated (read obnoxiously driven) person. But for some reason since I sold and was told I could just write 3 chapters and a synopsis, I have lost focus. I currently have three proposals with my agent–three!! Seems good to me, but what do I do in the mean time? Start another proposal? Keep writing on one of the projects I turned in? I just can’t decide.
See, I’m also very pratical, and unfortunately, I’ve seen people write the whole book without it being sold and then guess what, it doesn’t sell. We’ve all been there done that - why do it if you don’t have to? But starting project after project make me feel schizophrenic.
I know quit whining. At least I have the choice - just proposal or write the whole book. (sigh)
On another note, the Internet is such a strange thing. I was checking the referring urls to my site today and discovered some of you are out there discussing me. So weird to see yourself being talked about. I don’t think there was anything bad–just weird.
Hmm. Maybe I am schizophrenic - inability to focus and now I hear (okay, read) voices.
Naw, I’m just a writer.
